He lives under her, caressing her with
his left mind as she dreams. He lives before her, smoothing her
disheveled hair with his eyes, tasting the moisture out of her
mouth as, she walks. He had built houses. This one was for himself
and sold to the family. He had no need for the money. He had bargained
for the family, for her. He almost missed it when he opened the
garage. It had went out rummaging for two nights, and it came
back limping and sick. He took it to the vet, and the youngster
flipped and rolled it on tlie table several times. He was told
to leave it in the care of the clinic for a day. An hour later,
he was told that his cat had died. He gaped at the object, and
grew numb at the effort. It was stiff when he scooped it into
ajar. He had decided to do nothing until morning after he regained
his senses. The cat's carcass laid immersed in its own fluids.
It had vomited to get rid of it. He walked into the clinic and
cleaned. He signed at the thought of having to confront the cops
about this matter. Maybe he could just dispose of it with his
daily trash. The jar tumbled, and the finger moved. He stormed
out of the room seconds later. They carelessly knocked over a
tray of equipment when they came in. The vet refused to unscrew
himself from the chair in the station. They were told to pick
up a body piece of the presumed victim, and they brought back
a live one. He stirred in his sleep, slopping through himself
slowly, urgently, to locate the tinge of excitement. She dawdled,
the pages fluttered to her feet. The glibness she had studied
among the others was sluiced away. She stood vulnerable in front
of him, transparent at this moment. She watched as he stiffened
emotionally. He shifted. The bobbing clamor belched from the rift
that channeled the door. It stretched its arms wide to immure
her breath. He laid his cheek against hers. savoring the warmth
that oscillated over the surface. She had lounged at the corner
of him, the lassitude tied her limbs to the floor. Her scent had
turned pungent. She dwindled. He shivered and regaled himself
with her existence. He had gone to the funeral. His body shifted
languidly as he mourned the loss with her family. Their devastation
drove him back to the house, her room. He licked the air for her
flavor as he embraced it. The forgoing of her body to the earth
had made him satisfied. He had known her as no one had known her,
and he now possesses her without the interference other and time.
The world ages beyond this room, beyond him and his flesh that
is soaked in her essence. Pieces of him scudded between the walls,
through the colors, while his eyes hung before all.